Every Beginning Deserves A Chance

so today i go in same time as always. except im a little tired because i went to sleep later than usual. soo as me and my co worker are yawning the morning away things get stranger and stranger. first off i go register a patient that comes in witht he ambulance. turns out he’s 18 but due to his injury he couldn’t remember alot…including english! thank god his mother had his wristband we wore yesterday when he came in for the same thing. then we get a call from our boss. she hasn’t been in all week and i have had a paper that needed to be turned into human resources within 72 hours…fml because it wasn’t but its cool because it was her fault. then before we leave she sits me down and asks how its going. apparently she heard about my lack of spanish skills. Technically i didn’t lie when i told her about my bilingual status. i know enough to talk to my grandma. but these people come in straight from mexcio we’re like their first stop and shit. so she kinda gave me a little warning which just made me feel like shit. then finally my lunch came and im on my way to mcdonalds when some bitch  hits me!!!!. it was her fault. i was at the stop sign first. i honked at her to stop and she kept going till she hit me.. soo i was late back to work which was fucking hectic.There was this lady who was on a good one. she was pissed because we don’t put casts on at the ER. we refer them to bakersfield. Apparently she didn’t have the money to go to bakersfield. so shes yellling at us and threatning to sue us. then she gets up and dials 911 on the pay phone in the waiting room. WTF?? We had a death in the ER. the fucking nurses asks me and my co worker to notify the family. we didn’t because thats not our job. i was in the hall when they told them. my heart sank when i heard the wifes screams. i don’t think i can handle this job…. death is something im just to young to deal with right now…